maine to socha tha
main nhi rahungi to sb tham jayega
main chal rhi hun
sab chal rhe hai
main gaa rhi hun
sab gaa rhe hai
main naach rhi hun
sab naach rhe hai
main udaas to sab udaas hai
maine to yhi socha tha
sb kitne jude huye hai mujhse
mere hone se
meri baaton se
mere hasne se
mere uphaas se
sab jude hai
jindagi ke bhuchal me
maine bhi khud ko bojhil mahsush kiya
aur dur chali gaye sab se
per dekhna tha
khud ke bina is jahaa ko
to chali aaye
bina pairo
bina awaaj ke saath
aur khud ki nasamjhi per bhut afsosh hua
ye duniya to apni raftaar me thi
kisi ko main yaad tak nhi
mera accha nhi
mera bura nhi
aur khud se sawal ker dala
kyun maine apne sukh dukh
inse jod ker dekhe
apna maan samman
apmaan samjhoute
kyun inke parvaah ke mohtaaj the
jindagi kitni akeli aur ek hi hai
bina kisi ko chot pahuchaye
maine khud ko khush rakhne ki
koshish kyun nhi ki
kyun nhi ki?
aisa kyun hota hai
jab khel khatm ho jata hai
tabhi sare daav pench samajh aate hai
wo bhi ye zindagi
jo sirf ek hi baar milti hai
na na..
meri zindagi hai
isko kisi ke parvaah ki jarurat nhi..
maine kitna galat socha tha..
lo main phir aa gaye apni zindagi me
naye jhankaar
naye sapno ke saath
iss soch ke saath
main khud ke liye jiyungi
kisi ki zindagi ko cchuye bina.....
maine to socha tha
main nhi rahungi to sb tham jayega
main chal rhi hun
sab chal rhe hai
main gaa rhi hun
sab gaa rhe hai
main naach rhi hun
sab naach rhe hai
main udaas to sab udaas hai
maine to yhi socha tha
sb kitne jude huye hai mujhse
mere hone se
meri baaton se
mere hasne se
mere uphaas se
sab jude hai
jindagi ke bhuchal me
maine bhi khud ko bojhil mahsush kiya
aur dur chali gaye sab se
per dekhna tha
khud ke bina is jahaa ko
to chali aaye
bina pairo
bina awaaj ke saath
aur khud ki nasamjhi per bhut afsosh hua
ye duniya to apni raftaar me thi
kisi ko main yaad tak nhi
mera accha nhi
mera bura nhi
aur khud se sawal ker dala
kyun maine apne sukh dukh
inse jod ker dekhe
apna maan samman
apmaan samjhoute
kyun inke parvaah ke mohtaaj the
jindagi kitni akeli aur ek hi hai
bina kisi ko chot pahuchaye
maine khud ko khush rakhne ki
koshish kyun nhi ki
kyun nhi ki?
aisa kyun hota hai
jab khel khatm ho jata hai
tabhi sare daav pench samajh aate hai
wo bhi ye zindagi
jo sirf ek hi baar milti hai
na na..
meri zindagi hai
isko kisi ke parvaah ki jarurat nhi..
maine kitna galat socha tha..
lo main phir aa gaye apni zindagi me
naye jhankaar
naye sapno ke saath
iss soch ke saath
main khud ke liye jiyungi
kisi ki zindagi ko cchuye bina.....
Nalin
Uski Har "Uff" pe hum apni jaan lutate rahe,
Uski Shaqsiyat ko karke buland hum khudko mitate rahe,
Raahe-e-mohobbat me hamne kuch yun paya sila wafa ka,
woh dete rahe zakhm pe zakhm aur ham muskurate rahe