yeh kyaa bat huii Phir marne ki baat
, ok as u wish
,agar sucide karne kee hiimat na ho to mujhe bolna mai kuchh help kar doongaa
here is my reply to both posts on me and on nihaar.
Door reh kar bhi tum paas rahti ho
is dil men ban kar ahsaas rehti ho
Har duaao men hai naam tumaaraa
Ban kar jeene ki tum aas rehti ho
Mujhko vo lajjat* millee ehsaas mushkill ho gaya
Rehte-Rehte dil men tera dard bhi dil ho gaya
Ibtidaa* vo thi ki tha jeena mahobbat men muhaal*
intihaa ye hai ki ab marna bhi mushkill ho gaya
lajjat*= joy
Ibtidaa*=initiation
muhaal*= hard
regards
manu