are u happy -
20th November 2005, 02:55 PM
"Do I have to say it first?
There, I said it
Are you happy?
Are you content?
I think you should be
If not, tell my why
That’s what I thought, there’s something
One little thing
That isn’t so little
It’s just a matter of letting the pain drip from your soul
Don’t soap it up with a dirty rag
Dirty from all the other times you’ve tried to hide it with a smile
Smiles that are so fake
Just like love
Lust
Desire
But not pain
This pain I, you, feel is real
As real as the regret I have lodged in the holes in my heart
Regret from that night
From that day
From that minute
From that second
When I didn’t look you in the eyes and swear to you, with my body, with my soul
That I love you
It’s too late now
The moment has passed
Gone
Now
Forever
Only to be recaptured with a fake, an imposter
That I have replaced you with
Never to the full extent
Never replaced
Never forgotten
Never stopped being loved"
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